sighh. many things happened recently. shall not name them. gone are the days where i can express my thoughts to you freely, being my good friend and confidant. now whatever i want to say is all kept inside. sighh. what to do. forget it. no one bothers anyway. some ppl are trying so hard just to please others, whats the point? all these will come to nothing. stop it please. just saw the match between germany and san marino. 13-0. poor thing. some countries are just meant to make up the numbers in the european cup. no offence but as they have little or no money to even get a soccer boots. still needing sponsorship by some big companies. on the other hand, look at singapore. sighh. in terms of money, we aint poor at all. the standard of living is getting higher and higher but look at soccer etc. we have a dream of getting in to 2010 world cup. anyone thinks that that is possible? DREAM what you want and thats what you get. familar? but i seriously dont agree. you have to work for it too. last night singapore drew with china here in singapore. i dont think we were any lousier than china but we still dint manage to win. sad but face the truth. more practice is needed. sighh. the train has reached a terminal.
should i change course or just carry on waiting and waiting knowing that i have little chance to succeed? all those who know me well then you will understand. sorry. im just feeling lost in directions? terry dont worry. we have each other, cheer up bro. we still have one another to rely on. =)
