oh god. another tsunami. another disaster. sighh. when is this going to stop? seeing all those ppl really makes ppl's heart ache. they are so poor thing. so many disasters. one after another. how sad. now i realised how fortunate we are loving in singapore, an island free from all disasters. sighh. something happened to me recently. ask me in person if you really want to know. tml got accounts test. ever since my mid year i have been studying very hard for my accounts. i dont want to get shitty results anymore. this is a new me, a me that wants 7As for o's. the workshop surely has a huge impact on me now. i want to achieve my goals by the age of 25. this will be the most memorable time of my life. i will make it one too. listening to hero now. i feel that it is a great song now that i saw the lyrics. its very true. there is a hero inside everyone of us. its just that as we grow up, the hero within us start to hide in our heart and not come out to face the truth. we dont want to fail. all humans dont. now i will do as much as i can to make sure the hero comes our from hiding and reveal itself. after 4 years of sec sch life, its finally coming to an end. i want to make sure its a worthwhile end. not one to make you regret and feel sad. its one to be remembered and whenever you are sad you can always look back and smile. i always imagined myself going up to the stage to collect glorious awards that would make everyone who know me proud of me. how more ifs, buts, or how. there is only a WANT. either you want it or lose it. its very simple. trying means failing. looking back at the past, i feel that im quite happy but also foolish. till today i still think of you although on the outside i dont show it. i still think of the happy memories we had together. so shy to even talk that we used hand signals. haha. i dint expect us to have such an on-off thing but its all in the past.
i dont blame you cause i still have feelings for you. good luck in your future studies, relationships and everything. going to study for accounts test tml. signing off~ P.S. to all those who dont see me online or blog frequently now as i seldom use the computer now. i have a dream. be really careful guys out there. my dream will come true one day. haha. sounds scary. hmm. nevermind. going to pursue my dream. now 1st thing on my mind is to motivate myself to study hard now.
