after 1 week of studying, now finally blogging. went to national day parade rehearsal yesterday. just 1 word to describe: COOL! haha. lets start off when i left home at 2 with my sis. meet my aunt and her family at abt 2.15 at kallang mrt. so many police officers and personnel there. seems scary. as we were walking out of the control station. 1 officer stop a man in front, checked his bags and stuffs. so strict. as we walk to the bus stop to wait for my aunt, the officers all stood on the road and stop all traffics, letting all the pedestrains cross first. this is like so nice of them. haha. how noble like me. lol. then my aunt arrived and we hop onto her car. went to jalan sultan there to have some food before going to the national stadium carpark. we reached at abt 4. my sis and i have yellow sector tickets while my aunt's family got 4 greens. we asked the personnels guarding the gates to let us go in with my aunt but they dont allow. soon, there was this old man and his daughter i think. we asked them but they reluctantly say dont want. the old man's son is in the yellow sector so he wanted the tickets actually. but dint want to walk all the way back. so yupps. nevermind. we waited and waited. soon there was this young couple. i think abt our age, my sister asked them. the girl did not want but they kept waiting. meanwhile the old man from behind kept reaching his hands out to take. let me tell you okay. that scene was really funny and stupid. haha. the old man actually wants the tickets! LOL. but too bad. the young couple agreed to swoop with us. thanks! how nice of you two. next time i see you all sure treat you two. may you last forever even after both of you married. haha. inside the stadium got many many ppl already. so crowded. we have to sit so cramped together. so uncomfortable. luckily inside the goodie bag got this mini fan. it seems mini but actually its very good. very powerful. haha. we waited for abt 1 and a half hours before the whole parade rehearsal start. started with electrico singing songs and the emcees doing flying fox down. except shiek haikal and gurmit. gurmit too old i can understand. hmm. haikal? maybe he too *** haha. guess the word yourself. so the ppl dint want to let him do the flying fox. at abt 7 got the marching contingents marching to the field. they very so smartly dressed. haha. nevermind. in future i will be one of them. navy maybe? hmmm. but i want to parachute. so fun. after that F-16s fly past, apache helicopters debut this year, as well as chinook carrying the singapore flag fly past. then theres is this band from deyi sec sch. the band major so super cool. haha. how i wish i was him. he kept doing stunts with the stick. some more difficult stunts. so gracefully too. F-16s fighter jets so nice. they did so many stunts in the air. woohoo. hopefully next time can see sherwin up there. haha. i have to go for tuition now. still have many more things. next time then blog. bye!
everyday on the news got so much disaster going on in the world. how sad. so many ppl died. life is so so fragile. i have learnt to treasure life more. live life to the fullest everyday. the old kelvin is dead. =D haha. seems so
chimilogy.
now blogging in my uncle's house. so many ppl here. going home soon. still got many tests this week. last week mr ng so kum gong. got ss test he postpone to friday but the friday got racial harmony celebrations. haha. how happy are we. but we have to take it sooner or later. most ppl prefer later. me included as i dint have time to study. just heard from zi rong on sat the for accounts, suspense acc is cancelled for o's. woohoo. im so happy. during tuition my tutor keeps giving me suspense acc sums to do then i always leave blank cause i totally dont know how to do. haha. now that its taken out of syllabus makes me so happy. aiming for 7A's! on the way there~~ learnt a new phrase. you dont drown by falling in water, you only drown if you stay there. it means that you dont fail exams by not study hard. you fail exams by not studying. o's is a really serious thing and i dont want to regret after its over. playing less games and coming online less now. 3 and a half years gone. half a year left! oh god. another tsunami. another disaster. sighh. when is this going to stop? seeing all those ppl really makes ppl's heart ache. they are so poor thing. so many disasters. one after another. how sad. now i realised how fortunate we are loving in singapore, an island free from all disasters. sighh. something happened to me recently. ask me in person if you really want to know. tml got accounts test. ever since my mid year i have been studying very hard for my accounts. i dont want to get shitty results anymore. this is a new me, a me that wants 7As for o's. the workshop surely has a huge impact on me now. i want to achieve my goals by the age of 25. this will be the most memorable time of my life. i will make it one too. listening to hero now. i feel that it is a great song now that i saw the lyrics. its very true. there is a hero inside everyone of us. its just that as we grow up, the hero within us start to hide in our heart and not come out to face the truth. we dont want to fail. all humans dont. now i will do as much as i can to make sure the hero comes our from hiding and reveal itself. after 4 years of sec sch life, its finally coming to an end. i want to make sure its a worthwhile end. not one to make you regret and feel sad. its one to be remembered and whenever you are sad you can always look back and smile. i always imagined myself going up to the stage to collect glorious awards that would make everyone who know me proud of me. how more ifs, buts, or how. there is only a WANT. either you want it or lose it. its very simple. trying means failing. looking back at the past, i feel that im quite happy but also foolish. till today i still think of you although on the outside i dont show it. i still think of the happy memories we had together. so shy to even talk that we used hand signals. haha. i dint expect us to have such an on-off thing but its all in the past.
i dont blame you cause i still have feelings for you. good luck in your future studies, relationships and everything. going to study for accounts test tml. signing off~ P.S. to all those who dont see me online or blog frequently now as i seldom use the computer now. i have a dream. be really careful guys out there. my dream will come true one day. haha. sounds scary. hmm. nevermind. going to pursue my dream. now 1st thing on my mind is to motivate myself to study hard now.
finally finished my homework. used the chemistry project as a tool to come online. hmm. so bored. now watching channel 8 show. so funny. lol. many things happened today. during class was so high. haha. today ate breakfast so like that. reached sch at 6.20. damn early? haha. i was at the bus stop at 6.10 waited for 10 mins then frustrated. haha. took a cab to sch and was so early. my main purpose was to retrieve my bottle.
dots. haha. sentimental values. very impt to me. if i had gone to sch at the usual time i scared the class got ppl then i dont dare go in. haha. nevermind. money can be saved. no worries. haha. played soccer after sch. so tired. on the bus with terry and then got this two girls keep looking at me. lol. i dont care. =D haha. nevermind abt them. new town sec girls. sighh. i go study already. i still miss you though i dont show it. =D
its been 1 and a half weeks since i last used the com. so long yea. i think for the coming months till o'lvls i wont be online very often. sorry guys. have to study. i have set my goals and i want to achieve it. last 3 days of super teens really helped alot. helping us to learn many things. from relationship building to learning memory techniques and more. ernest wong and his team are great. we owe them alot alot. commitment are written and promises are made. never will these be broken once again. going for tuition in the afternoon. hmm. now must start to study hard and achieve good results for o's. other things can wait. o's is once in a lifetime unless you want to retain. i want to get into the desired jc. achieving my goals and dreams are no easy feat but i believe i have enough in my reserves to achieve it. when i saw what i saw, i was hurt. i dont know whether to trust you.
but i will eventually trust you cause i never will doubt you. say what you want. i still will. to another person, its been 2 years. sometimes i still think of you but i think that the chance of us reconciling will be very slim. so tired. going out to eat now. later still got tuition. bye. tiring day today. its been a long time since i last blogged. haha. went to sentosa today with half the class. was very fun in the end although the starting was filled with many enmity. haha. we played volleyball. my aunt suddenly appeared and gave us a shock. haha. sherwin was asking whos that. i said my aunt then he was like:''huh? so young? dont bluff la.'' haha. its true. haha. dint expect to see them. we played together for a while then she left to find thane at the dolphin lagoon. i feel that the best place to see dolphins is at gold coast. that is the best. we reached harbourfront at 12. waited for someone wait until 12.30 like that. we were queueing up and then ended up in front of the queue but that VIP still haven come T.T the ppl behind also never move board the bus. after a few secs then the VIP arrived. he came to us and we boarded the bus with many ppl whining behind. lol. so dumb. they could have gone up the bus but they dint want to. haha. we reached palawan beach at around 1 and met the rest of the ppl. we played a while and some of us were frustrated at the others lack of enthusiasm. ppl gets fed up when the ball is being hit from one half of the court to another and none of the ppl want to hit the ball over. they kept suggesting to play using their legs. what an idea. in the end glen and co. went to play soccer. i suggested to go to siloso beach as there will be lesser ppl also. we went to siloso with the rest of the ppl and wai fun and kellina soon left. bock leng tried to chase after HER but dont know if he even have the
balls to
find her or talk to her. haha. poor him. at siloso, we played at one corner of sunset bay hoping that the hairy chimpanzee would not come and ask us to pay. in the end he did, he called sherwin but he dint respond. he act blur when the chim ask him why he dint respond saying he dint hear. haha. we paid in the end though. we paid 30 bucks for an hour. quite worth it as we were leaving at abt 6 so we paid 4 bucks each. we played abt half an hour before my aunt came and joined us. cythnia and co. were like so shock and scared of her. haha. SHE IS PRO. LOL. we lost the first match. as bock leng rested, we soon won the next 2 matches. this means what?? bock leng please do not talk too much. action speaks louder than words. haha.we left to bathe at 6 and waited till 6.45 before the girls start coming out of the toilet. everyone was so tired and grumpy. haha. we decided to go have our dinner at harbourfront. left at 9.45 when ruoshi and dawn wanted to go home. ruoshi and bock leng kept arguing non-stop and we kept laughing. lol. one of the best days of my life.
woohoo. one of my most memorable day in sch. finally! something drastic happened in my life. want to know what must ask me personally. haha. i feel so happy.
LOVE IS IN THE AIR! haha. i listening to you ahh. do homework first. haha. sorry for not calling you last night. i reached home at 9+. sorry ahh. dont angry anymore already okay? wo zi chuo le. hmmm. dreamt of us again last night. cant help it. haha. how nice walking along the beach. wahh like a fairytale like that. in fairytales there is always a happy ending. i hope this want has one too. haha. very bored now. got so much homework. it's piling up everyday. more and more. im gonna burst! watched world cup italy versus germany last night. so boring. today morning want was much nicer. france versus portugal. in the end the better team won and the cheating team lost. woohoo. portugal tried ways to cheat and deceive the referee with some tumble without any contact coming from the opponents and also play acting. think they can join the channel 8 instead. so stupid. ruining the beautiful game. france played well overall. but i thought they could pass the ball better and supplies to thierry henry should have been better. 3rd and 4th placing is on saturday. going to stay up and watch again. this world cup is so unexpected with all the underdogs going through and the power houses going home early. haha. nice nice. there should always be a twist. even in life. well.. a wonderful twist has just occurred in my life. im so happy with what i have now. bye!
